what else is out there?
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just found this now, and as a coincidence my dad showed me a card this morning he had received from his brother in new zealand, with this exact saying on it.
so strange. I have so much stuff that I wanna get right now…maybe I should listen to this?
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saturday night feels like a lifetime ago.
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this really hit me harder than I could have ever imagined. I’m so stuck on him, and I want to be, because he’s so amazing. like no one else I ever knew. my heart doesn’t want to give up, but my head says that maybe it should. I so intensely fear the day when I will finally see him with someone else. whenever that will be - a month from now or a year from now - it will hurt like hell and just confirm that feeling of not being good enough for him.
I’m so sad that it had to end. because it feels like a goodbye. why did I have to pressure him like that, if I hadn’t we could have just kept going like we were. a litte while longer at least.
what is he so afraid of? why won’t he let me show him how much I like him? why does he not want me? he will always be the one that got away.
every minute at work my thoughts slip away, it hurts in my whole body and I just want to cry. but I don’t. I hold it in. but I’m not laughing anymore, I rarely show emotion. I’m just numb.
the physical pain in my chest is the absolute worst. all I really want to do is sleep, but at the same time I’m scared of going to bed, because then I’m alone with my thoughts and the pain and the aching. and the tears come streaming and I can’t help any of it.
I’ve felt like this before and I know that eventually, the bad feelings fade, and it gets a little easier, with time. but it was a long time ago my heart was this damaged. I recognize this person who I’m becoming, and I don’t want to be this person. this depressed, passive person with sadness in her eyes. I really thought those days were behind me. I was so looking forward to this summer, but now… it’s going to be hard. I just want it to be over already. I just can’t take the melancholic romance that is the soul of every summer.
why can’t I ever get what I want? everything eventually turns into shit.
I miss him.
I said i wouldn’t cry for you. I lied.
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the one that got away
in another life, I will be your girl
